unpredictable

you're like a volcano,
so unpredictable.
sometimes full of emotions, sometimes cold as ice.

am i too easy or am i too expressive?
i can't read you.
i..i really can't read you.
so unpredictable.

i just don't wanna see it becoming a one-way traffic..
i worry,
i fear.

i fear history will happen again.
i fear to be taken for granted again.
i fear. all over again.

this is wad i eat everyday..my 3 meals for the past 10 days
it's really my everyday menu.
Slice fish porridge with a bottle of herbal tea.
ZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Baby promise to bring me to feast after im healed.
awaiting....

DAY 10

San Jie hears my "EVERYDAY 3 meals-Fish porridge?!" whining and being the super nice sister, she brighten up my morning with this..HOTCAKES!! yum yum!! miss it!!
i have so many cravings la!! i want to eat!! i want i want!

oh ya..here's 2 pics i took last nite...a clearer view of my pox(es) on my thighs.. :Sthe above is my left thighs.and this is my right(:

my right thighs hv lesser pox(es)..oh well..but my body hv alot esp my back..haiz

AND ON MY FACE TOO!!
:(


i really cant wait to step out of the hse!!

**i changed my blog skin to a simple one. love it(:

DAY 9

look at the Pox(es) on my thighs.. ):
they have yet to dry up.
sadded.

my mens cramp isn't doing much help...
it pains the hell out of me.
make me roll about in agony..

damn.
tell me.
tell me after this week i'll be fine again...

i hope to believe,
i want to believe,
i choose to believe.

He's the Healer.
He heals. He saves. He hears me.

i had more and more boils coming out, painful and itchy..last nite couldnt slp all the way till this morning 8plus, becoz it's really too itchy~~!!
):
it suppose to be a gd sign thou, everything come out.
if nt, if it's a mild one, anytime in the future, chances of getting it again is 50-50!
urghhhh
but i accidentally burst one boil on my forehead when im changing ytd. DAMN it.
then the nxt thing i realise is..there's one boil beside my right eye, it burst too. f*
seriously..it sucks..
i dun wan scars! i alrdy had lots of acne scars...GOD!! plss watch over me. ):
feeling damn bored at home..
today's alrdy day 4. jia you!!

10 more days to freedom~!

i had CHICKEN POX from my student....
:(

2 weeks..im so gg to rot at home..

damn it!

YAY!!!
SAN JIE IS COMING BACK FROM PERTH LO!!!
YIPPEE!!!

im soo happy! finally get to see her after 4 mths!!
she will be back for a mth then back to perth again.
That's where her vacations end and school starts again for her over at Perth..

she will touch dwn tmr ard 130pm then we will bring her to eat her favourite BAN MIAN lol..she've been requesting it since the past week over skype. lol and dinner will be at grandma's place.
as for sunday! lalalala~
it's the XIAO's CLAN meeting!! heee
the 8 of us will gather tgt at this jap restaurant for dinner(: [ it will be the first time B meets san jie haa! since he have been mingling well with my elder and sec sis...san jie should be alright right? hmmm]
woohoo~
cant wait to see my dearest sis!!
YAY!

HAPPY 7TH TO YOU BABY!

i love you!

muackz
♥


`hold my hand tight like you always do, welcoming every new month, new year with me..


`fishball jus couldn't stop missing fat cheeks! :D

Baby is sick..):

we would den postpone our monthsary celebration to saturday(:

waiting, waiting, waiting...

GET WELL SOON BABY!

hugs

kisses!

♥

Finally went out with B today! but its nt a couple date..(:
meet up with Ben and Kenn after so so long! i had tuition in the afternoon so B and the guys went cathay to play L4D first. Joined them in the evening.

after laning, Ben had to go off so Kenn, B and me went ahead "dating" haaa! we went town..walking up and dwn for dinner options...everywhere we go, there's queues, queues and more QUEUES...! damn..but in the end, we waited and settle ourselves dwn at Waraku(:

they purposely hide behind the menu! -.-"B and Kenn(:

being random..all of us had candid shot..haa! taken by B and me...

B probably too bored...loli told Kenn, he look fierce when he dun smile especially with his head lowered dwn too! like the above pic! wa lao! FIERCE.
and me..smsing da jie at tt time..haa

FOOODDD~~!!

B's favourite Hotate(: nice!the bacon roll. eeee! i dun like haaaand this...fried squid haa i dunno the name..its nice but damn chewy! v.hard to bite!

and here comes the main dishes..

kenn was like saying their Ramen bowl damn big..lolSEE!~ big right?!Kenn'sMine(:B's (B's ramen like so little..lol coz water cheaper ma... :D)

after dinner...i suggested to go Orchard Central the Heaven Loft for Ben & Jerry!(:
and we had these...their waffles are really good! *thumbs up* :P
slack and chit chat till 11plus and we home sweet home, rushing to get the last train home(:
there's more activity coming up for this coming weekends! cant wait :X


a picture of the vain me before we bid gd bye! (: haa*(should i cut my hair short????!!!) should i or should i NOT?*
:S

i noe i've been neglecting this space for a long time alrdy..but i've been real bz lately...will blog again soon...


real soon..


ciaoz(: