Da jie suddenly asked me this question, " Looks or Character matters you the most?"
i told her Character. But i paused for a moment. Trying to explain myself before she starts shooting me..lol. Looks does matter too, not tt it don't.
But to me, Looks isn't everything, as long as, it's pleasant to the sight, he may nt hv to be a hunk or any muscle man. All i need is a clean, tidy, comfortable looking man.
In my opinion, the other half or rather bf, he's a human, a person tt you will have to get along with, together with for a period of time, so wad if he's super charming? It's nt like he's the Museum? lol admire his looks. haaa! lame. ok. ya, so wad if over a nite, something happen to him, (touch wood) he lost his super charming face? dump him? BAD!
But, a person's character, it should be the most beautiful and charming principle one should measure. That reminds me of a saying,"Inner beauty". Yes. that's something tt attracts me to a guy. His character.
But, i dun deny the fact tt people do change, one's character change too. Whether to the better or worst. It depends. Cheers for the better, but prepare to leave when it starts bending towards the worst. haaa! of coz nt! I do believe Love can change a person. But if he continues to be stubborn and not change...after much waiting...6mths to nearly a yr..i think tt's where it's reali time to leave...(well, its nt like i didnt experience this b4..)
Like what B say, every past r/s act as a lesson learnt. Something you went through but failed. So now that we have moved on, we learn from our mistake.
Talking with Da Jie about the above topic..makes me reflect on alot of things.
Lorenzo, this name i've nv blog abt it almost for a yr alrdy. It's like a taboo. He's someone i once loved alot, nv gave up but continue to wait for the day where he'd change..3mths, 6mths, 8mths where i finally gave up. It's just so painful.
But i have to thank him thou, nt for him, i wouldn't realise tt, i need a bf tt could get along with my family! I really dunno it matters me so much if my bf dun wan to come my hse, dun wan to communicate with my sisters, nt even want to come to any activities at my place when he's invited...
And for tt, i found HY. He could give me all these tt i've been looking for all along. He can get along with my sisters, he goes to my godma's hse with me on nanny's bdae celebration. And most importantly..he's willing to attend my fren's bdae celebration with me even thou he may nt reali noe my fren. I appreciate tt. I really appreciate him; my baby, HY.
Relatives/ frens asked me if HY is handsome when they learnt tt im attached. Ya noe this phrase "Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder". And definitely, to me. B is handsome! lol esp when he shaved! haa clean clean! I think he's more of the cute side. He's my baby. My bf! And i dun think i've the rights to comment him. Coz, im nt a beauty either for goodness sake! lol my face hv had frequent breakouts recently (all thks to er jie's new products..)and face damn red like blushing all the time or even worst than that! lol yupp, so i think b4 he starts to penalise me, i shall continue to admire his "inner beauty" (: he's my happy drug! MUACKZ
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***it's really a long reflective journal..hhaa im missing RP sucky life!